I miss who I used to be when I wrote. yes, that’s the post. glad to meet you, feel free to connect with me on my socials below, thanks! :)
I can end this post as such, but yeah, I have not been writing anything lately, let it be blogs, diary entries, journals, letters, whatever..
so, what happened?
hmm, so what made me write prior? passion? love for writing? journaling? well, actually not.. also, yeah there are stuff I wrote that were bound to a deadline like long answer type questions you should answer for some submissions n stuff. but then again, what was the real motive behind the stuff I wrote? pain? well, there ya go.. keeping track of my feelings; penning down how and what exactly am I feeling about something.
so now what to do? well, its not that there ain’t any stuff that I need to write, but yeah, just that I am not doing it 🫠
well, writing this in itself is an excercise I am forcing myself to do to “just start writing”! well, if pressure and deadlines made me productive and creative, why not take that route too? I was thinking those inhibited creativity if at all, but seems like they don’t - and is actually better to get stuff out than none at all!
so, where am I going with this? what am I saying?! forcing myself to open VS code, run hugo new content content/posts/missing-writer.md, and just start writing works, as you can see.. so yeah, bro just start with a title, and you can write! understand? 🔪 let it be a blog post here, a diary entry, a letter, or whatever..!
have you also felt such though? like, my life was better when I used to “write” (I really don’t wanna get into the LLM part, but YK na?!). hmm, lemme know your thoughts too! pls find alllll my socials in the homepage of this blog.
🙂